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Little Monsters

by Tom Fowkes

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1.
Rain 05:18
This morning I'm alone I turn to you, no sight or sound This feels strange Like a breeze has come, blown you away After all this time The memories won't change It's the thoughts that jeopardise Getting in my way I'll catch you where you fall Even if it gets me higher from here I'll be the one to get it wrong 'Cause I'm in love and love hurts sometimes 'Cause I'll be brave I'll hold it out until the morning brings Good or bad I'll prepare for the worst, the news might sting After all this time The memories won't change It's the thoughts that jeopardise Getting in my way I'll soldier on and feed all of my fears I'll catch you where you fall Even if it gets me higher from here I'll be the one to get it wrong 'Cause I'm in love and love hurts sometimes I'll catch you where you fall Even if it gets me higher from here I'll be the one to get it wrong 'Cause I'm in love and love hurts sometimes Doesn't it feel like your legs have washed away The river grows higher I can see me drowning here Don't rain, please don't rain down on me Don't rain, please don't rain down on me Don't rain, please don't rain down on me Don't rain, please don't rain down on me My dear My dear My dear My dear
2.
Little Face 04:58
So divine You swept me up when all my life was going to shit Swept the slate I got to start a future, foundation saved Foundation saved You're purposed, I'm hiding You knew what you wanted while I drifted inside To waste a day While leaves are green and falling, the light decays The light decays Now you cry while I, I'm undecided While you try I, I'm making up my mind While I propose to tell the truth Avoid the words that mean the most Because I don't know what I want I lead you round in the dark This damn unknown hurts you the most I'm taking blows, let's call a truce This I know, I loved you the most Little face, little face You're hiding, you're hiding Little face, little face You're hiding, you're hiding Little face, little face You're hiding, you're hiding Little face, little face You're hiding, you're hiding You're hiding, you're hiding
3.
River Twin 04:00
I'm not like you, not like you I'm not like you Not like you, not like you Not like you I burnt too many hearts to count the coals yeah I ran to cool the sting I conjured in yeah To bless a serpent man sends light to the sorcerer He's cornering me and all my creature friends Inner waken, inner wake I saw a beauty stare to rest a thorn In absence of my twin my body shares To comprehend will steal my soul to sea I've started flight for River rages free River waken, River wake River waken, River waken River wake, River wake River wake, River waken River waken, River wake, River waken Oh River wake, River wake, River waken River waken, River waken
4.
Closing Up 03:38
Closing up a way here Miles and miles of grey there If we choose to light the load We choose to fight the fire Here we are now Coast alone, forms and souls

 Unloaded, got to be alone now
 For got to sit and wait 
I’ve got to sit and feel

 oh The truth it comes from the silence When I rest my head The quiet stone 
Peace and abundance 
Peace in a bow Mother speak to me Brother lead with me But this plan is burning up 
Your words are worse than stains Lover of hope
 Preacher, Preacher, teacher of love When all the fighting 
Struggle for pieces 
Will I win this time, if I win my own heart
? Win this time, if I win my own heart

? Win my own heart
 Win your own heart And with my own heart Open yours
5.
Inner Love 05:52
Surely I was better than, falling for the same you

 If I had to renounce my secret I’d fear you’d run for the trip 
If I had to relate to… For me

 And it came to me in this dream I’m certain for the worst in myself Because I’m seeking for silence I’ll never be quite there
 Because I’m hanging on for this game

 And so, the day and it’s gone
 Could you follow? Outside it goes away Outside it ghosts away She’s more than I wanted for Cries turn preaching in my own world You could not be better than myself locked away I am myself On a road, cut to stone Lovers turn, mean the most 
Here we are, caved away latched in a sickness Freedom for alone, need me
 
Freedom for loan, need me
 Freedom for lone, need me Latched away Freedom, fighting, united, divided inside Inner love Inner love, it’s hiding
6.
Free Man 03:08
I loved the idea of us I waited for months to hear you in real
 It changed like the hours You changed on your own 
It wasn’t the same to be your friend

 But I’ll wonder 
How did we keep this secret? 
And I’ll wonder
 How did we be before?

 One day it hurts
 The change that was made in just September
 We are For a moment Trapped in illusion, I believed in my fantasy Trapped in the season
 All-nighters to write to you I watched the sunrise and I waited
 For a message to say, "come and be with me
" I would’ve made the change 
I would’ve spent the change to run 

 If I had gone Would there be... weak... have lasted? If I had gone
 Fear would be here 

F***ing hungry 
End this song
 Eat a salad Be my own Goodbye
7.
Wash it go, over me and gone Just in passing by watching you Would you know?
 Would you know the subtle stare from only where?
 And just as far away as I can feel 
How do we? Would you know
 lovers forcing then 
Barely even friends, 
barely ever friends 

How can we make love to someone else 
And then turn away, and then say, "I hate your f***ing guts!"?
 How do we turn away and say, "I hate you now!"? One day I will run into your face 
And to 'roundabout', turn away still in grief
 I hope we will share smiles of a favourite friend That we once had, because I feel, I feel this 
Because we once shared the fire
, the fire that we shared 
 My favourite memory will always be
 When we stood in the sand, with our fingertips in the ground 
It would've been the first time, that I said, that I want you 
I said that I love

 you Still I’m struggling to see where that feeling arouse 
Was it mine I create, or was it real sharing then?
 Still I’ll try to forget the things that I said when I yell
 I was following, yes I was following 
My messy head

 Still I’m following...
8.
Where I'm 04:00
Wash it away (in) 
To choose it all
 Rearrange myself to see I’m howling down 
It’s got to be you

 To finish it all
 To finish in the way
 Somewhere I’m 
 Sit and feel alive 
And say give all goes well I’m safe It’s so in me 

In certain growth I say
 To follow you

 Make promises all 
I’m finally where I’m 
The golden valley
 Because solemnly I
 Forgiving I
 To bridge this portal 
And solemnly I
 Consider I

 Solutions are resting, forgotten where
 Ground's soaked but whole 
I’m certain this fear of
 And all of this I stay to

 This Earth This world Is where I wanna be now
 Oh this Earth Is where I wanna be now 
It’s where I wanna be now
9.
In Us 03:50
Just incase we forget, what it meant I’m crowded up in this space and it feels... a little mistake What does it fool? Because I Somebody said, "there’s a change in us, right in there" 

Who in the world is us, but 
It’s falling out of touch and 
I tried to accept myself (I tried to forget) But this pain I feel is real This pain is here and I’m real, and I long to be yours In this world done
 The one that we were to figure out Could this watch my head as it runs on by The fiction ain't why, but it’s got to be Lost in a crowded space and I'd love to take you there Feelings alone have lost this war, but I remember that face 
In us The fiction is coming in hot
, but I've lost who I am, but I'll stay 
The fiction is hot, but I'll remember 
Could this be one as it was
 Because it's open and it wanders away To wonder who 
To wander away
10.
Best of Me 04:51
A picture to tell, is not where I wanna see from 
Only too well as I read, I see what I wanna be 

Collecting fake words,
 only to let it make me Let it make me
, as I try to Only as one To ready my own I’ll escape if I wanna know 
It’s my choice, it’s ours To run where I’ll be 
Just on my terms It was my terms
 It was mine On my terms, it was on (only ever here) On my terms I was giving my best, all that I have Because I was giving my best
, all that I have! 

There’s a heart inside, covered in change
 Could I strip it all down, and fill it with space, because I I wanna be open, I wanna be
 The best of me

about

'Little Monsters' is an acoustic collection written by Tom Fowkes.
Listed in chronological order, songs are born from experiences of emotional entanglement and conscious realisation from a deeper observation of self and other. Each track contains lyrics and a brief interpretation to deepen the meaning and relatability for the listener.

Recorded in Launceston, Tasmania by Pat Broxton.

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released December 26, 2015

Guitars and vocals by Tom Fowkes
Additional guitars on 'Little Face' by Pat Broxton

Album cover artwork by Tom Fowkes
Additional graphics by black.marketing

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Tom Fowkes TAS, Australia

'Good fit' out now – music.tomfowkes.com/goodfit.

Debut album – fanlink.to/sadtolight.

'Winter' music video – youtu.be/yn_Mz2XBY1E.

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